{"id":350,"date":"2003-09-10T15:49:00","date_gmt":"2003-09-10T15:49:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sbw.webfactional.com\/blog\/?p=350"},"modified":"2003-09-10T15:49:00","modified_gmt":"2003-09-10T15:49:00","slug":"350","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/2003\/09\/350\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Is it really stealing when you are able to connect to someone&#8217;s airport, say, at a coffee shop in Brooklyn, and they don&#8217;t have a password and so your built-in airport card allows you to check your email and post a blog?  I mean, if they didn&#8217;t want you to use it, they would put a password on their account, right?  I&#8217;m just sayin&#8217;.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve just finished another chapter in my book.  I find I can&#8217;t write for more than a couple of hours every day, at least, not yet.  I haven&#8217;t had more than a couple of hours until this week, and I&#8217;ve not been able to train myself to sit still for that amount of time.<\/p>\n<p>When I was up at the farm two weekends ago, one of the wonderful house guests was a Broadway playwright.  I asked him about writing fiction, told him about my book, and asked if it was okay that I wasn&#8217;t sure how it was going to end.  He said that some degree of mystery was good, but that I should quit writing every day only when there was a fresh, new, exciting idea to start with tomorrow.  I&#8217;m writing about a weekend, and it is fictionalized fact, so I know where I&#8217;m going each day when I sit down to write.  But the end is elusive to me, and I&#8217;m curious where both my life and this novel will take me.<\/p>\n<p>My innards feel markedly better today, enough that I went to my first yoga class in weeks, and I&#8217;m hanging around the neighborhood in hopes of looking at a new apartment.  It is near 5th Ave here in the Slope, a duplex with a backyard and two separate, private floors.  Sounds pretty cool to me, if certain other parts of my life fall into place.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m ready, I feel, I&#8217;m ready for so many good things.  This year has been humbling and hard, joyous and heartbreaking, and I&#8217;ve made some difficult decisions and recoveries, and I really feel like it&#8217;s time to turn a corner.  I want to live an honest, present life, and I want to be treated with the same respect that I&#8217;m trying to give myself.  That&#8217;s all.  I&#8217;m ready to allow some good things to happen to me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Is it really stealing when you are able to connect to someone&#8217;s airport, say, at a coffee shop in Brooklyn, and they don&#8217;t have a password and so your built-in airport card allows you to check your email and post a blog? I mean, if they didn&#8217;t want you to use it, they would put [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-350","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/350","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=350"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/350\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=350"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=350"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=350"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}