{"id":430,"date":"2003-03-03T17:16:00","date_gmt":"2003-03-03T17:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sbw.webfactional.com\/blog\/?p=430"},"modified":"2003-03-03T17:16:00","modified_gmt":"2003-03-03T17:16:00","slug":"430","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/2003\/03\/430\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I live my life in little pockets of hope.  It may be an audition, an idea of a new job, a bit of writing, but whatever it is, it colors every minute of my day.  Until, that is, the audition goes badly, the job doesn&#8217;t work out, the pitch is never answered.  And yet I somehow do not lose hope.  I guess that&#8217;s the amazing, or ridiculous thing.  I&#8217;m sad for a few days afterwards but then I stumble upon something that re-awakens the hope.  For all of two days I was thinking that I might be able to leave the floor of my restaurant, to work in the newly-forming HR department, but my meeting with the GM today left me with little hope.  It&#8217;s possible, but it&#8217;s way in the future.  Same thing happens with each big audition.  I keep thinking &#8220;ah-HA!  This is IT!  THIS is what is going to change my LIFE!&#8221; And yet my life rolls on, not too much different than the day before.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m trying to believe my yoga teacher.  Trying to believe that I need to work towards acceptance and contentment.  But I just don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s in my blood.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I live my life in little pockets of hope. It may be an audition, an idea of a new job, a bit of writing, but whatever it is, it colors every minute of my day. Until, that is, the audition goes badly, the job doesn&#8217;t work out, the pitch is never answered. And yet I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-430","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=430"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=430"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=430"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mlwms.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=430"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}