Posted August 4th, 2003 by Michelle

More often than not, I sit down to write my blog when I have exactly no time to do so. I just worked a double, and have to be on my bike in six hours to get to French class on time.

But here I am anyway.

I’ve realized this week how much easier it all is when you don’t care about people’s opinion of you. It’s just so much easier. You stop trying to talk up the people who you are pretty sure you don’t like you, and a couple of days later they sit down next to you and ask about your Peace Corps application. And you still don’t really care if they like you. It’s sort of a wonderful feeling.

I leave for the wedding on Wednesday and don’t return to work for a week. While that certainly sounds lovely, I just have no idea how I’m going to make it work financially. I guess I’ll leave that worry to the end of the month. What is on my mind is my colposcopy, and the fear that my stupid cervix might keep me out of the Peace Corps.

On that note, to bed.